User blog:AshenFirePhoenix/My Confession

Hi, BNCW. So much has went on in the past month, and it involved PigLover deleting his account and so many more users leaving after him. We may never know if The Leavings were a direct result of PigLover's permanent departure, but that doesn't matter. PigLover was proven to be ComicsCreatorz and a ton of people lost respect for him. Much of the wiki did not want him to leave, but after his true colors were shown, his spell of deception was lifted from the wiki, and much of the wiki recognizes him for the fraud and trickster he always was.

'''I know that this has gone in the past, and I know that everyone wants this behind themselves, but I feel like I need to get my words out. Better later than never.'''

I feel like I was the one who started this whole mess. It does not sound right at all, especially considering that PigLover's final post never even mentioned my name. However, I was checking out the History Wiki and I saw Bignatebaseball let PigLover know that I listed a bunch of stuff about him, and PigLover himself said, "I'm going to make a long post". Also, in his post, he said that the wiki is holding back on real life, and other users' potentials. However, since he mentioned ComicsCreatorz as a user who the wiki was holding back, it's very clear that he was just salty the whole time he was writing his final post.

For the other main part about his post however, I knew that Positive Elixir Trade was not to blame, because he wasn't the one who involuntarily went back the admin war page and listed stuff. But blaming PET is what PL did anyway. This also makes me believe that this is damning evidence that I was the sole reason he deleted his account.

But I do feel the need to say exactly why I listed stuff about PigLover. A few weeks prior, I had read everything about PigLover's determination for admin, but I didn't really feel like saying anything. The reason for this is because I thought everyone had moved on from it. However, ComicsCreatorz said something that really ticked me off. I can't remember where it was, but I can quote it word for word: "Yeah, even with a lot of support, PL didn't get admin."

I really regret letting that get to my head, but no matter what I say now, that is the reason I put in my two cents on the admin war page. I saw the ceasefire a few weeks later, and it explicitly states that everyone should remain neutral about the war. It was at that point when I realized that I had made a huge mistake at the time. And that's also why I think I'm the reason PigLover was exposed: I had set off a chain reaction that ultimately disintegrated PL's reputation among the wiki.

However, I refuse to take credit for any of this. This was a complete accident that wouldn't have happened had I not been so reckless with my words. Even though a bad user had left the wiki, a few good ones also left. Anger had consumed me, and I should not be taking credit for that.