User blog:Opheuchus/Why I'm leaving the wiki

First off, it's not because of what has been happening recently. I have actually been contemplating this decision for a very long time. If you guys still want to think this, (looking at you Zach) it doesn't matter to me. All that matters is that it's not true.

During my time here, I had neglected my family way too much. I had always isolated myself in my bedroom, and never was really able to get close to my family because of this. My mother and father had always told me that they want to see me, they wanted to stay close to me and for the past several months, I had always brushed those words off like they meant nothing.

I realized that the BNCW had played a huge factor in what I did during a daily basis, and now I have decided that it's not worth my time anymore. Now, I'm not saying that the BNCW is a waste of time. If this is what you like to do, then this is what you like to do. However, I was thinking about this, and this all hit me like a truck. I cried for half an hour, because I realized all at once that I had been an artard to my family for 8 whole months.

I'm not really going to leave FANDOM altogether though. I might create a wiki as a personal project and if the BNW needs my attention, I'll spend some time there. I might also keep in touch with some of you on Discord, and I'll keep playing on my Minecraft server. However, I know I'm spending too much time here and it's time to move on. I'll probably start learning some Neoswing Dancing and I'll try to spend a lot more time with my grandmother, brother and my parents. I want to be able to get close with people I know and love rather than complete strangers who I'll never relate to.

I entrust this wiki to, just like what did to me. I might introduce some more CSS to you guys in the future, but that's all I'm going to say. And Zach, if you would like to say crap about me and celebrate my departure, I don't give two cat shits.

Goodbye,

PET